One year ago.

I didn’t know myself.

I learn to fake my feelings.

This is not me anymore.

Wow.

It’s been a year since we broke up.

It’s been a year since he left me, ALONE.

It’s been a year since everyone was torn apart.

The memories.

The pain.

The endless crying moment.

My insanity.

And most especially remembering how much I loved him and how he just set me aside.

He is so damned when he left me! Haha.

I was left crying! Crying so hard like there’s no tomorrow.

Almost commit suicide.

See that wound? It's all because of you. But see, I still manage to smile though it hurt a lot.

Pause.

Oh! This was me last year.

Time flies so fast.

Who am I today?

I may say AHBY’s back! She’s really back!

That AHBY who always show her emotion.

That AHBY that know when to stop.

That AHBY who is stronger.

That AHBY who manage everything with a smile.

That AHBY who don’t have a tear in her eyes.

That AHBY who’s loved by everyone and hate by some.

Yes, I'm not totally moved on, but at least, I am stronger than yesterday.

I throw up everything.

I’m just looking forward to my future.

There’s no turning back anymore.

I don’t need to turn back cause I know I will get hurt again, and I don’t want to happen it again.

In other words,

I don’t want him back.

I’ve had enough.

But you know what, I will not be back again without those people who I know are always at my side.

Suporting.

Boosting me up.

Caring.

And most especially, loving me.

I was so thankful for having such a Great God.

I know that in my faith he made me stronger.

He always guide me, no matter what.

I know he is always at my side.

Thank you. I love you.

My family and friends.

You know that I can’t overcome all of this without you.

You served as the “TAGAPUPOK SA AKIN, PARA MATAUHAN NA AKO”.

You made me realized that he is not the right person for me.

You are the one at my side when I was crying like a child.

You never left me, like he did! Hahaha (Bitterness strikes)

6 words, Thank you and I love you.

To him.

Hey you.

You don’t know how much you hurt me.

You shot me a thousand times.

And I’ll be honest I can’t dodge the bullets your shooting at before.

But I just got to bleed a little bit more to heal from it.

Every day I grow stronger. I am more mature than you.

Thank you for making me realized that I should stop chasing you.

And I don’t regret every single thing. J

And now.
See how beautiful I am.
See how a smile without any worry.
See how I was able to cope with everything.
And

You know what I will do?

I will just wait to the ZOREN of my life, who would propose to me like a boss. :D