On this day of October 18, 2012. I swear that I will not be affected anymore of my past. Past is past. All I need to do is to move on and I’m hoping that one day I could say that “IM TOTALLY OVER HIM”. I don’t know when would be that day, It’s been a month or should I say it’s been a year but seems like it happened yesterday. But this time, I am sick of those dramas about him, this is really the time to move on. I will not do this just for the sake of people around me, but for myself, I need to pick up the pieces where he left me.
I will learn from my experience so that the next time that I will fall in love and become broke, I will be strong enough to go through the grief again. Someday, somehow, I’ll meet the right person for me, that guy who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make me cry. And I believe and I have faith in that. Soon I’m going to be okay, that I could look directly into his eyes without the love I felt before, the pain because he left me, the anger because he chose someone over me and the look that saying “I DON’T WANT TO HOLD YOU AGAIN”.
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I created this testimonial for myself last October 18,2012 , for me to keep my words.
Last move for the final realization.
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